Sayang,

2 years 5 months ago this was how I felt for us.. today, it remains.. Luv you & Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir & Batin,b...

INDIA ARIE- Can I walk With You

I woke up this morning you were the first thing on my mind
I don't know where it came from all I know is I need you in my life, yeah
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place

Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend 'till the end
Can I walk with you through your life

You've got me wondering if you know that I am wondering about you. 
This feeling is so strong that I can't imagine you're not feeling it too. 
You've known me long enough to trust that I want what's best for you.
If you want to be happy then I am the one that you should give your heart to.

Now everyday ain't gonna be like the summers day. 
Being in love it really ain't like the movies screen. 
But I can tell you all the drama aside you 
And I can find what the worlds been looking for forever. 
Friendship and love together.


Can I walk with you in your life? 
Till the day that the world stops spinning. 
Can I walk with you in your life? 
Till the day that my heart stops beating. 
Can I walk with you in your life?
Can I walk with you 
Till the day that the birds no longer take flight 
Till the moon is underwater
Can I walk with you 


This is the moment I've been waiting for
Can I walk with you

She's Princess & A Queen-To-Be

Thanks for the birthday wish,Ma..Hope you & baby are doing well...Selamat Hari Raya..

 Lov ya lots! 

Di Osibisi

So, i have to accept the fact that I am working with company A but company B is handling my salary. So, i have to accept the fact that i might have to wait 2-3 days before the cheque for this month's salary is cleared in my bank account. urgh~ So i have to accept the fact that when everyone else is getting ka-chings in their bank account tomorrow, I still have to wait until Friday, or worse next week for mine. ~sad

Since I need to make sure I can get the ka-chings asap, I decided to open ANOTHER bank account since the cheque I am receiving from Kinetic Motions is OCBC cheque & I only have Ambank,Maybank,CIMBank,Bank Islam (wah banyak nyer bank account..kelas ko mariaaaaa~hm!)

So, off I went to OCBC during lunch hour.

Exhibit 1: 

"Nonny Atika Yahya,..so can I call you Nonny?" I smiled & nodded (malas mo bagi reaksi lebih² sebab sedang berusaha menahan mengantuk..KK sungguh panassss hari ni kawan²..) Then she said, "Nonny's a very lovely name". She sounded sincere but I think it's just her being courteous haha.Apa²pun, I'm glad ayah gave the name.

Exhibit 2:

The lady ( I think her name's Elvina..) was writing something and suddenly looked up to me & say " Happy Birthday".. I laughed and said thanks. But it's not yet my birthday (due in 8 hours or so lah). haha!

Exhibit 3:

Elvina reminded me that since OCBC is and overseas bank, than withdrawal from any local bank ATM machines will cost me RM4. (and the sad thing is, OCBC ATM machine in KK is only at this main branch!) Takkanlah mak jemah kena drive all the way to Pekan Tuaran just to withdraw kan? huh~

Exhibit 4:

Mary (the beautiful-and-edgy-looking-teller at the counter told me my cheque might have to wait until Friday to be cleared. The rest of her sentence went blurry.WHA...?? Friday? darn!

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PS: Dayz, mungkin dia tidak lupa, tapi kurang concern tentang apa akibatnya kepada saya kalau gaji saya di prerpare oleh Kinetic Motion dan bukan dorang c Grace.. :) sedih jugalah, sebab july gaji sy under AMS, bulan ni KM.. bulan depan entah apa pula.. terkontang-kanting paycheque mak, nok~

WW: Bengang

Sikit² Cukuplah.

I am overtly stressed today; Ya Allah banyak betul perkara kena fikir & kena settle. Raya pun lest than 10 days (rasanya Raya tahun ni akan disambut dalam suasana sederhana memandangkan my aki (read:grandpa) is still hospitalised..T_T)(hubby pesan jangan terlampau stress, not good to baby & I..tapi wat camna, I am a creature of worry-ness..memang mudah risau..

Blogging for me is purely self-satisfaction and most importantly, to release tension yang building up like Kellie's Castle (Ya Allah, saya sangat suka KC, a few times masa zaman² jadi pendebat MRSM, lalu KC kalau ada event di utara semenanjung tapi tidak pernah berkesempatan menjengah KC..Maybe next year after our baby is born,kan sayang?) sedang baca entry Farah Harris pasal KC so terkesan di entry ini..




** Suka dengan cara ibu bapa yang ada intention untuk didik anak² 'you are never too old to learn'. Tadi ada entertain this lovely housewife yang datang register for English Class (oh yes, I am working Monday to Sunday this week...). husband & two of her sons came along to accompany her to sit for the Placement Test. the sons even wish her good luck. hihi..

** Berusaha download drama Korea Lie To Me (ehek, kantoi download movie di office)..tapi saya download sambil buat claims for the Academic Facilitator ok..1 stone 2 birds kan.. )

**baru tersedar, Ramadhan tinggal 8 hari, tapi hubby & I belum lagi pernah menjejak kaki ke bazaar Ramadhan..memang selalunya sungkai (read:Iftar) di rumah atau rumah PIL dan once di luar with in-laws (Thanks CT for the sungkai walaupun kita kecewa dengan The Jaws..mudah²an murah rezeki, sihat sejahtera, panjang umur dan CEPAT JODOH hihi..)

Eh, sudahlah.. harus kembali kepada claims..nanti lambat pulak AFs semua dapat $$$..(adayang sudi belanja makan ka huhu..)

Eh, tadi cakap stress, tapi entry macam bunyi gembira ja.. oh tidak, dalam hati siapa tahu, tapi, like I said, blogging to release tension..Alhamdulillah berkesan (ya saya juga ingat, berzikir dan membaca ayat² suci Al Quran juga membantu..syukur..)

Salam.......

Wardina Safiyyah didik anak 7 tahun Menjaga Solat 5 Waktu

Dear Mama, Ummi, Mum, Ibu, Bonda…

I have to share this with you… because i feel so happy and i feel that all my penat lelah paid off…I started to make my Amna to solat 5 times a day when she was 7, on her 7th birthday…we had a talk…(check note lama) tapi preparation since 6 la…

tapi dari kecik memang selalu ikut2 la kami solat….she hasnt missed her solat since. Walaupun lambat, tetap solat. I made sure of that – because the key is SOLAT ni kalau tak tanam dari kecik memang LIAT nanti….But it is very important to keep this in mind:-

1) kalau kita bagi dia tinggal WALAUPUN sekali nanti we are sending the wrong signal – kena make sure – every waktu without fail, walaupun penat, ataupun lambat 

2) l Selalu kalau boleh solat together..mula2 memang kena solat together….kalau tak ada rumah make sure an adult in the house pastikan anak kita solat. (hari tu Amna pergi her reading class, i asked her teacher to take her to the surau) -lepas solat time tu lah peluk cium, senyum – i always kiss her at the head and say “Barakallahufiha” Ya Allah make my Amna a good Muslim Ya Allah….make her never miss her solat Ya Allah…..kuat2 bagi dia dengar….

ps:- kalau kena amik cuti ambillah – bukan waktu exam je amik cuti – buatlah STEP ini, yakni melangkah ke alam 7 thaun dan tidak meninggalkan solat A BIG Thing! “mama amik cuti hari ni sebab nak pastikan yang adik solat 5 waktu sehari!”

3) Selalu cerita how IMPORATANT it is to solat..how Allah is watching us… how we are good Muslims when we solat, how Allah loves us, Solat tu, untuk kita, bukan untuk Allah…..TAPI selalu jugak cerita yang akan ada orang TAK solat…acknowledge the fact that sometimes we feel lazy to solat….itu semua kerja SETAN! Fight them off….! I tell Amna that even some grown ups tak solat! I tell Amna that….we have to be strong.. we have to tell ourselves we will NEVER miss our solat…..

4) Awal2 subuh ni memang tak bangunkan, tapi as soon as dia bangun pagi, ill ask her to solat straight away.(yes memang leceh..but we have to, and we have to do it with LOVE diselang seli dgn strictness)

5) kalau dia tinggal – DENGAN sengaja, i take the rotan and hit her on her tapak tangan slowly, just as a reminder. After that i hug her and tell her i love her, and i just want her to remember – and guess what?? memang dia ingat!!! (3 kali baru, i think not bad, sampai satu hari dia terlambat solat, sebab keluar dan memang tak ingat, dia yang suruh rotan) But i tell her kalau TERLUPA atau TERTIDUR its ok…but kena solat terus bila bangun.

Macam ni ceritanya, i told Amna, kalau Ummi ambik Amna dari sekolah lambat, Amna solat dulu Asar kat sekolah….tadi memang datang lambat…i was loking for her..and guess what????
She was actually praying her Asar prayers…sorang je kat dalam surau tu….i wanted to pengsan and cry…she did all by herself…. i pun told her how happy and how proud i was of her…i tanya dia kenapa? dia kata “Amna ingat apa Ummi cakap”…..cair nya hatiku ini.

Apa lagi, Ummi ni peluk cium dia….and called nenek at Australia…now im sharing with all of you!!! Because i want us to raise generation of good Muslims that are disciplined, smart, intelligent -that remembers Allah because the world so BADLY needs good QUALITY Muslims like this!!!

And the foundation is – to start them off right – solat at SEVEN! Yes just as how Rasulullah asked us!I love you all!!! Good night….. But the key to all this IS Mak Ayah KENA dan WAJIB solat dulu…anak ketam tak boleh diajar berjalan terus…fahamkan?

Sayang Sayang Abby..So Wut?

(source: beautifulnara)

Mekah: Gambaran Di Masa Hadapan

"We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness."

 tiada guna bersedih lama² kan?
 

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Have you ever imagined how Malaysia would be in the 'future'? How about Mekah?


 Ok, dig this:

Kos perbelanjaan projek mega seluruh Saudi tersebut dikatakan akan menelan belanja melebihi SR100 Trillion.

Kos tersebut termasuk Projek Pembinaan Hotel Mewah Abraj al-Bait berhampiran Masjidil Haram, projek penempatan mewah serba esklusif di Jabal Khandama & Jabal Omar, projek Makkah Metro Line, iaitu sistem aliran keretapi laju yang pertama seumpamannya, projek Jama’an Al Kenani iaitu penempatan moden untuk jemaah di Mina seluas 2-20 juta meter persegi untuk menampung 10 juta jemaah menelan belanja SR40 trillion, Projek 'Makkah Expansion & Shades' iaitu pembesaran ruang Masjidil Haram dan membina payung gergasi di atasnya dan sebuah pembinaan sebuah menara 'gila', sebuah menara paling tinggi didunia dimana ketinggiannya menyamai 4 kali ganda KLCC.

Salah satu dari 5 projek Mega di Arab Saudi ini ialah Projek di Jabal Khandama, Makkah meliputi pembinaan 39 penempatan dan menara hotel berketinggian dari 20 hingga 48 tingkat. Apabila ia siap maka ia dapat menampung 45 ribu penduduk dan 150 ribu jemaah pada satu-satu masa. Keseluruhan projek berkeluasan 1.2 juta meter persegi.

Menara Jam Abraj al-Bait dari lantai Masjidil Haram.

Abraj al-Bait dilihat  dari Baitulllah.

Menara Jam Abraj al-Bait dari pandangan udara.

Keluasan pembinaan Abraj al-Bait.

Makkah Metro Line Station.

Kingdom Tower.

Jabal Khandama, Makkah

Makkah Expansion & Shades

Jama’an Al Kenani: Penempatan bertingkat di Arafah & Makkah Metro Line.

Menara Jam Abraj al-Bait (595m) lebih tinggi dari Menara KLCC (452m).

Menara Jam & Hotel Abraj al-Bait.

Projek Pembangunan Jabal Omar, Makkah

Pandangan Jauh Menara Jam & Hotel Abraj al-Bait.

Jama’an Al Kenani: Penempatan bertingkat di Arafah.

Projek Pembangunan Jabal Omar, Makkah

Projek Pembangunan Jabal Khandama, Makkah

Makkah Metro Line dari Makkah-Jeddah-Madinah.

(source: suffer8zine territory)

Frustrated on Friday

Salam..

i sincerely hope everyone is having a nice and productive Friday today. For I am not. I am warning you that this is going to be a whiny entry, so if you opt for cheerful and positive entry, then think again about reading through. (tho, i promised you, i dont normally do this in my blog. a dear friend once said in her blog, her blog is not her diary, she does not share everything about her in it. bukan semua masalah harus diluahkan dalam blog,kan?)

but today, is not a day i can be hush² and keep it to myself. I own the right to do so, once in a while, for i am only human.

i am late to work today (only 5 minutes) but it is enough to dampen my mood for we have stupid strict rule of lambat-5-minit-potong-gaji-2 jam!darn, i recall only being late for 1-2 times this month but i am not so sure. i told myself no one is to be blamed for i woke up very early in the morning, hubby drove me to work when it was still dark and misty outside but still the traffic jam is not on our side this morning.

Still worrying over some debts I have to pay, I receive an email from the boss requesting for some matrix. I have shared the document in the Google Docs, it's not my problem that you don't know how to use them properly (yes, I realized I am talking about the people who is paying my wage, but sometimes they need to be reminded that they are dealing with living creatures OF THE SAME SPECIES!) To add salt to injury, the way this boss requested the document was so sarcastic. "Can I get the so called matrix?" what does the boss meant when 'so called' is used?that i didn't do it?that i only make-believe it exist?gee weez.. Well, helloooooo... I email it to the boss every time there are changes or every time the boss requested it.

This might sound so mere to some, but to someone who is bugged with all the silly details of 5S (somehow the boss is frighteningly fixated at 5S), i mean I respect 5S culture and believe that it is for the best of everyone in an organisation, but when the attention to 5S is actually getting on the way of completing other important tasks AND even the slightest mistakes of 5S (messy cables which is not THAT messy, no partitions in drawers,trays, tiny weeny dust on your table,etc) might cost you year-end bonus, DONT YOU THINK ITS TOO MUCH already?

i am sighing more than i should already. Hubby won't like this one bit.

Please, Allah, give me the strength.

Lelaki with Sense of Humor-Hangat di Pasaran

Humor is perhaps a sense of intellectual perspective: an awareness that some things are really important, others not; and that the two kinds are most oddly jumbled in everyday affairs -  
Christopher Morley

Memang lelaki yang good sense of humor ni, ada pemanis tersendiri kan?

Fida: Saya kagum sebab Mamat tandatangan guna tulisan jawi... hik!

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Innerthought: dengar² ex-gf Mamat (Ada kumpulan Butterfly pun dah pakai tudung after diaorang putus dengan cara baik...alhamdulillah~)

Pendek² Saja?

Salam Ramadhan semua..pejam celik, sudah 12 hri kan umat Islam menjalani ibadah puasa..syukur alhamdulillah, masih berkesempatan bertemu dengan bulan yang mulia ni..hopefully, tahun mendatang pun begitu juga.Amin..

Lama saya tidak 'on air' kan?Bukan apa, agak sibuk, kadang² mood blogging kurang baik, dan sejak dua menjak ni banyak problems yang perlu difikirkan (dan banyak yang belum settle..tapi bukan alasan untuk mengeluh dan meratapi nasib bah kan, banyak lagi yang lebih besar dugaan dari saya pastinya..)

a) I am feeling guilty for this young lady whom I owe her something important. I am not capable of giving her what she deserve at the moment, but InsyaAllah, she will get it before AidilFitri. To you, my dear talented girl, I salute you for your patience and I pray all the great things in life for you.Amin

b) The miracle of being pregnant during Ramadhan (at least to me it is); I am never a big fan of dates (kurma) before and selalunya, mau kasi habis 2 ketul pun susah..bukan tidak suka, tapi kurang minat.. tapi tahun ini, first time menjamah kurma YuTa (yusooffff taaayooob...) yang FIL beli, cekap pula tangan ni mencapai. habis 1, ambil lagi..Dates never tasted so nice (to me) I tell u..alhamdulillah..harap² lepas give birth pun akan terus begini..

c)  Lady Dayz sent out invi untuk join Illustrator class tomorrow. Dayz, kalau ikut boleh, minta kebenaran balik awal ka tu ah? (on second thought, bagus bawa hubby join the class, aritu lagi dia cakap mau ikut ^_^..) lagipun, I still need to attend 2 ICT trainings (company requirements) and need to finish by August.

d) dapat tahu grandpa (mum's side) jatuh masa jalan² di pekan..kepala terhentak besi sampai tidak sedarkan diri..MasyaAllah, baru ja grandpa sembuh dari stroke haritu T_T rasanya by now sudah sampai Queen. Hopefully nothing bad happened. Amin..

Doa di bulan Ramadhan terus sampai kepadaNya,kan? ** menahan airmata..

Gara-gara ada Malaysians dalam Masterchef Aussie, suami galak di dapur!

Fried Eggs with Baked Beans in Tomato Sauce...

Mi Maggi cepat di masak sedap di makan..haha (with fried tofu)

Masterchef Australia 2 is on Starworld Astro Channel 711.

Sangat teruja tengok show season 2 ni sebab ada malaysians,Adam Liaw dan Alvin Quah..last night hubby excited tengok diaorang compete dalam Invention Test,tiba2 angkat bontot kaki masuk dapur buat aktiviti masak ringan²..

hehe...wifey tumpang momom ja lah..;p

tapi alhamdulillah,walaupun ada sesetengah orang kurang aktiviti di dapur masa preggy,mak masih maintain..takut juga kan terhidu bau macam2 terus pantang masuk dapur..huhu..

bah,sungkai apa kita hari pertama berbuka nie?

Innerthoughts: berkira² untuk masuk ofis awal supaya dapat balik awal sepanjang ramadhan..mampukah aku? hahaha

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fear of driving

Hubby trying to fix the cable..

just got back from sending hubby to pick up the rented car.boss besar datang dari kuching so need to use 1 extra car.leceh!

saya panik sebenarnya mau drive balik c gemilang blue ni lepas dia buat perangai PUTUS KABEL CLUTCH 13th july hari tu..(boleh rujuk sini). kira macam fobia lah kan..walaupun hubby balik2 convince yang cable and clip sudah ganti baru.

namun,hari ini kena drive juga.fuh,dari tg aru plaza balik office di likas ni pun gemuruh jantung jo..mana sudah hilang super power drifter saya tu ah?haha.. kalau hubby busy dengan boss tu the whole week,sepanjang minggulah mak kena drive sendiri.Ya Allah,kuatkanlah semangat hambaMu yang agak cuak driving ini..Amin..

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